L'avenir me fait toujours aussi peur. Aurais je toujours cette chance de fou de toujours me sortir des situations les plus étranges avec plus ou moins un gros potentiel de réussite? Je commence a en douter. Il y a cette impression de viellir plus vite que les gens de mon âge. Il y a cette impression de routine, de déjà vu, ce gout trop commun, trop impersonnel qui rythme ma vie. Après bientôt deux ans de peurs, je crois que j'ai sombré dans la monotonie du quotidien d'une parisienne typique. Métro, boulot, dodo, et quand on a le temps, une grosse murge, histoire de se sentir entre deux mondes parallèles sans être capable de choisir son camp. Tout est trop mélangé, tout est trop "trop", tout est trop "tout". Bouger d'endroit sans cesses, changer les habitudes pour en prendre de bien plus chiantes. Voila à quoi ressemble ma vie. Des perpétuels changements rythmés par des échecs pas si catastrophique, mais tellement dévastateur. Au secours, j'étouffe.
L'avenir me fait toujours aussi peur. Aurais je toujours cette chance de fou de toujours me sortir des situations les plus étranges avec plus ou moins un gros potentiel de réussite? Je commence a en douter. Il y a cette impression de viellir plus vite que les gens de mon âge. Il y a cette impression de routine, de déjà vu, ce gout trop commun, trop impersonnel qui rythme ma vie. Après bientôt deux ans de peurs, je crois que j'ai sombré dans la monotonie du quotidien d'une parisienne typique. Métro, boulot, dodo, et quand on a le temps, une grosse murge, histoire de se sentir entre deux mondes parallèles sans être capable de choisir son camp. Tout est trop mélangé, tout est trop "trop", tout est trop "tout". Bouger d'endroit sans cesses, changer les habitudes pour en prendre de bien plus chiantes. Voila à quoi ressemble ma vie. Des perpétuels changements rythmés par des échecs pas si catastrophique, mais tellement dévastateur. Au secours, j'étouffe.
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Par Vicomte le Samedi 8 mai 2010 à 3:40
C'est tout le problème existentiel, réussir à trouver un équilibre, une voie qui ne rende pas tout gris et monotone, sans pour autant nous perdre en route. Je veux pas dire, mais je crois que t'es en train de chercher le bonheur là Oo 'Fin si tu le trouves, tu me fais signe, moi aussi je suis marathonien de l'extrême ^^
Par Jeudi 20 mai 2010 à 23:37
le je sais que je vais paraitre terriblement pathétique mais j'aimerais tellement te sortir de cette monotonie,changer tes habitudes,te donner un "nouveau souffle"...quand je dis "nouveau souffle",je veux pas non plus dire une bouteille d'oxygène toute neuve,mais une sorte de courant d'air qui(peux)faire du bien.j'ai pas non plus la pretention de pouvoir changer radicalement tout ça:je voudrais juste le faire du mieux que je peux,meme si je sais d'avance que ce n'est chose aisée
pour finir,je desespère de te voir un jour en chair et en os.
aurais-je un signe de ta part un jour?
en attendant,prends soin de toi
pour finir,je desespère de te voir un jour en chair et en os.
aurais-je un signe de ta part un jour?
en attendant,prends soin de toi
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